Dating...
This is probably why I don't have a girlfriend... I can't stand the nauseous feeling accompanied with the idea that someone is going to get hurt by a decision I make. Shuffling through perfectly good looking, intelligent women like I'm shopping in a grocery store... I despise the idea, its an ugly metaphor.
...falling victim to the sometimes irresistible need to check if the grass is greener on the other side... knowing full well that if I do check, I pretty much guarantee that the woman I'm currently interested in will be offended and not want to talk or see or have anything to do with me...
...and in the off chance that she does still talk to me... I can only assume that trust would be an issue.
...or maybe I should stop over analyzing things.
posted by .:Dieselboy:. at 9:57 AM
4 Comments:
You think way too much!
10:18 PM
So far as I can tell, it's impossible to care about or be close to someone without a little bit of collateral damage, although that can be minimised. Not that that helps. We should talk-- you should help me move this weekend. ;)
6:35 PM
Remember buddy, courage is not the absence of fear but moving on when afraid. And moving forward with authenticity and care can still sometimes lead one to sometimes painful learning experiences... but it's also the only way to the really positive successes too. Apparently you and I have much in common (so I've been told by a mutual aquaintance)
We should msn talk sometime :) Since I don't know when next I'll be out that way!
6:51 PM
Obviously there is only one solution to your problem: drop everything and move to that small town in Switzerland with no electricity. Or just come to terms with the fact that sometimes people are hurt by your actions, even if you don't mean for them to be, and you shouldn't worry too much about it, because you deserve to be happy.... but I think no electricity town is a better plan.
8:16 PM
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